Post by Quake.. on Aug 24, 2013 1:09:11 GMT -8
Okay, honestly? It is not hard to play a damn game without talking down towards others. If you get frustrated, keep it to yourself. People are complaining about Amber being abusive, etc.. which is not true. If she feels offended for any reason, you obviously did something that was wrong. Honestly, Amber is one of the easiest people to get along with. She is sweet, outgoing, and has a great personality. She has strong opinions, strong feelings that others may not agree with. We are all entitled to our opinions, and we all defend our opinions. Once defending your opinions goes too far and escalates, eventually you cross the line and break a rule, causing one of the admins to crack their whip.
I honestly don't care what anyone thinks anymore. I don't care how anyone feels. I am tired of all of the disrespect that goes on in MY server. I am tired of the community that is circulating through my server. Every individual that has been banned deserved it. I don't give a fuck what anyone thinks. If they were degrading any race, gender, individual, or anything honestly, it is straight DISRESPECT. I am not fond of disrespect. I was raised to have manners, to respect others, to honor differences, and to accept people for who they are. I was raised to look for the good in each and every individual, which is what I do. I am a good person, and I know another good person when I see one. All of my admins are good people. AFriendlyZombie (Cody) is a great person. He has some minor anger issues, but he has a great personality. He is a honest young man with some great qualities. He works hard for a living, and he plays to have fun and relax once he is off work. He can't do that anymore due to the constant disrespect that goes on in our server. Amber is another great individual. She may take some things too seriously, but if anyone knew amber like I do, they would realize how amazing she truly is. She is like me, and as no tolerance for disrespect of any kind. Unlike me, she doesn't stand back though. She stops it, and takes control, like she should. I gave her permission to do so, so if anyone has a problem with her, you should be mad at me. I gave her her admin. I think she deserves it. She is simply amazing. Honestly, I could only wish my girlfriend was like Amber. Frag.Unique (Bryan) is one of my greatest friends on steam. He has a great personality as well. He is hilarious, and has an awesome laugh that could bring a smile to anyone's face. He is also a honest, hard working young man. His job is probably more labor intensive than anyone else that plays on our server. That labor causes a lot of stress to his body and mind, so god knows he doesn't want to have to deal with any disrespect or misbehavior in our server. He plays to relax and have fun. Artemis (Jhordan) is my other admin. She is so kindhearted. She has had my back through everything. She is a great admin, and knows how to do her job well. Last but not least, is Trixter. He is awesome. He is hilarious, and has a good personality. He is the reason the clan got start, and he is the reason my server became populated. He is a stoner, but that's chill with me. Trixter is just an all in all, badass.
I consider every single Admin on my server as one of my close friends. I can confide in every single one of them. I can trust that every single one of them is watching over my server, and that every single one of them has my back. Despite what anyone may think, I know they are not abusing. I abuse. I am the most abusive person you'll meet. If one person says one disrespectful thing to me and they are being serious, I will ban them. I do not play to deal with disrespectful, immature, ignorant people. I play to spend time with my friends. I play to escape the real world. I play to escape my battle with depression. I escape because it keeps my mind off of all the fucked up shit in my life. I want to play without having to hear about everyone disrespecting others. Why can we not just play and have fun? Why are all these people so immature? I am so tired of it all. I am tired of hearing people complain about my Admins, when I know they are doing their jobs, and doing them well. I am tired of hearing people being disrespectful, joking or not. I am tired of it.
As of now, I don't care if my server dies. All admins have my FULL permission to ban anyone who shows any slight disrespect towards any group, or individual. I rather have every person on Counter-Strike banned, and it just be my Admins who play on my server, than to go in and hear disrespectful comments left and right. I rather have an empty server for just my friends and I.
Basically, the reason I am rambling, is because of one reason. This is me begging every single player, to stop all of the disrespect. Stop all of it. It is tearing our clan apart, it is tearing our community apart, and it is tearing me apart. I realize that it is the internet, it is a game, and I cannot control everything. But I play to relax. I play to have fun. I do not play to hear people speak and behave like my father. I deal with enough disrespect in my actual life. I am not going to take any disrespect on a damn game. I am done.
I honestly don't care what anyone thinks anymore. I don't care how anyone feels. I am tired of all of the disrespect that goes on in MY server. I am tired of the community that is circulating through my server. Every individual that has been banned deserved it. I don't give a fuck what anyone thinks. If they were degrading any race, gender, individual, or anything honestly, it is straight DISRESPECT. I am not fond of disrespect. I was raised to have manners, to respect others, to honor differences, and to accept people for who they are. I was raised to look for the good in each and every individual, which is what I do. I am a good person, and I know another good person when I see one. All of my admins are good people. AFriendlyZombie (Cody) is a great person. He has some minor anger issues, but he has a great personality. He is a honest young man with some great qualities. He works hard for a living, and he plays to have fun and relax once he is off work. He can't do that anymore due to the constant disrespect that goes on in our server. Amber is another great individual. She may take some things too seriously, but if anyone knew amber like I do, they would realize how amazing she truly is. She is like me, and as no tolerance for disrespect of any kind. Unlike me, she doesn't stand back though. She stops it, and takes control, like she should. I gave her permission to do so, so if anyone has a problem with her, you should be mad at me. I gave her her admin. I think she deserves it. She is simply amazing. Honestly, I could only wish my girlfriend was like Amber. Frag.Unique (Bryan) is one of my greatest friends on steam. He has a great personality as well. He is hilarious, and has an awesome laugh that could bring a smile to anyone's face. He is also a honest, hard working young man. His job is probably more labor intensive than anyone else that plays on our server. That labor causes a lot of stress to his body and mind, so god knows he doesn't want to have to deal with any disrespect or misbehavior in our server. He plays to relax and have fun. Artemis (Jhordan) is my other admin. She is so kindhearted. She has had my back through everything. She is a great admin, and knows how to do her job well. Last but not least, is Trixter. He is awesome. He is hilarious, and has a good personality. He is the reason the clan got start, and he is the reason my server became populated. He is a stoner, but that's chill with me. Trixter is just an all in all, badass.
I consider every single Admin on my server as one of my close friends. I can confide in every single one of them. I can trust that every single one of them is watching over my server, and that every single one of them has my back. Despite what anyone may think, I know they are not abusing. I abuse. I am the most abusive person you'll meet. If one person says one disrespectful thing to me and they are being serious, I will ban them. I do not play to deal with disrespectful, immature, ignorant people. I play to spend time with my friends. I play to escape the real world. I play to escape my battle with depression. I escape because it keeps my mind off of all the fucked up shit in my life. I want to play without having to hear about everyone disrespecting others. Why can we not just play and have fun? Why are all these people so immature? I am so tired of it all. I am tired of hearing people complain about my Admins, when I know they are doing their jobs, and doing them well. I am tired of hearing people being disrespectful, joking or not. I am tired of it.
As of now, I don't care if my server dies. All admins have my FULL permission to ban anyone who shows any slight disrespect towards any group, or individual. I rather have every person on Counter-Strike banned, and it just be my Admins who play on my server, than to go in and hear disrespectful comments left and right. I rather have an empty server for just my friends and I.
Basically, the reason I am rambling, is because of one reason. This is me begging every single player, to stop all of the disrespect. Stop all of it. It is tearing our clan apart, it is tearing our community apart, and it is tearing me apart. I realize that it is the internet, it is a game, and I cannot control everything. But I play to relax. I play to have fun. I do not play to hear people speak and behave like my father. I deal with enough disrespect in my actual life. I am not going to take any disrespect on a damn game. I am done.
